二0一0年 最后一天

今天也该是我反省了。
在这一年来，我没有遗憾，我把我所需要做的都做完了，虽然不能说是十全十美，不过我已经满足了。
回顾还剩两个小时的今年，我的却学了不少，也经历了不少的第一次。

第一次上班，第一次为人师表，老师一职，让我深深地体会到当老师其实一点也不容易，且很佩服我的老师，不管是小学，还是中学，还是大学的老师讲师们，他们的牺牲真的是。。。

第一次上大学，大家梦寐以求，将来事业的通行证，对我而言，大学只不过是一个通往社会大学的其中一个桥梁。大学的文凭只能让你的薪水比非大学生略胜一筹而已，并不代表我们就是高人一等！！不过，大学生涯让我有机会体验一种前说未有的独立生活。。

第一次乘坐计程车，尤其是在柔佛读书的那一段时间，计程车可以说是我们唯一的选择，我得到一个结论是：乘坐计程车并没有我想象中的那么恐怖。。

第一次自己独自搭车到吉隆坡找朋友，我真的不敢相信我竟有这样的勇气，我喜欢这种独自的感觉，好棒1

第一次当导游，虽然不是很棒！不过这种感觉还不错，就是可以让我更加地了解我最爱的槟城！

我好喜欢，好喜欢！！2010年。。希望即将来临的2011年会比2010年更棒！！加油！！

早安

现在已是凌晨1时15分，但我却一点睡意也没有，还是很精神奕奕的瞪着电脑荧幕。究竟是为什么呢？自从回到槟城，我就日夜颠倒，每天都要到早上四五点才睡觉，睡到中午才肯从被窝里爬起来。我那可怜的肝，你还好吗？真得不好意思！

on diet!

recently, i found that my body shape not like coca-cola bottle but the can.
i'm feeling sad about this disaster that happened to me.
thus, from now on, i started my keep fit programme.
i'm not just only on diet, keep look out the food i;m going to take
i also keep exercises to help me slim down faster.

i will keep it up for my future....
i'm happy that until now, i'm still stick with my schedule.

Gambateh!!!

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i'm very happy that my 豆水燕菜 that i have done very delicious!
YUMMY! YUMMY!
You wanna have a try?
so soft and sweet....
i Love it very much.

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SUNDAY!

Today was sunday.
Sunday can either be boring or enjoying.
my sunday always full of joy as i always spent my sunday with my family.
TOO me, my family is always in the first place.
Today we have done a shopping in tesco,
we bought alot of food for the week!
and i'm going to be the cook of the family.
i will try to cook a lot of heathy and yummy dinner.

tHE sad thing is tomorrow is a work day again!
I hope every thing will be carry out smoothly.
especially my dear little friend.
i'm running of budget.
OMG! i'm now very worrying about my money.
money!
i still have to wait for the pay day,
after pay day, i have to save some money for the genting trip!
o dear!
that's why i said money is important!

INSOMIA

3.46 a.m. now, but i still awake!
i'm wondering what i can do.
answer is nothing.....
i think because that cup of coffee which i drank before.
OMG, i can't sleep!
in addition, the weather just as hot as a grill box.
i'm sweating now ....
maybe, i can continue my novel online.....

wish that this is the last day i suffer for insomia.

FEELS like DON'T want to go GENTING!

I promise that i 'll go to genting with my friends.
However, i'm now feels like i don't want to go anymore!
oh my god, How can i be like that.
If i reject this invitation, i think they all will mad at me.
definitely! for sure!
What i'm going to do?
I'm confusing now!
Tomorrow my mum is going to help me for the registration.
Is it a waste for going there?
Haiz!
Now i know why my father don't want to go for travel because it really cost alot.

oh god! please help me....
i'm familiar with the genting, even the games!
Some of the games i refused to play because it can bring me to heart failure...
When i was young, i really looking forward to the thrill games,
but now i really want to pulled back.
i think i can't take it anymore..
as last time experience nearly bring me to the end of my life...
i feel like dying.......

I looking forward to this trip as i can have it with my friends.
not because i can try those stupid chilling games.
i hope this trip can earn me something, maybe a good memory!
wish me luck
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

CONFUSED !!

Good morning!
what a fresh start, but very boring la
i'm wondering now,
wondering how to fill up the IPTA form.
How should i fill it?
the only what i'm concern is the difference between psychology courses in UKM and UMS
are these two place offer the same course?
what i mean is what they are studying is it the same?
OMG, this torturing me the whole night.

who is going to help me!!!

feeling sad

today, i just attended a seminar about the IPTA.
seeing most of the students score well in their stpm.
feeling quite sad when i found out most of the courses i like require high cgpa.
OMG!
i still scared of asking questions in english.
i mean, i can write properly but i cannot speak properly. why?
all those english words was organize very well in my head,
but when it came to my mouth, it just appear like shit.
why is it so?
is it nervous? or i have kind of speaking problems?
i think it is because of no confidence in myself.

When i'm trying to asking the counsellor, i feel kind of looking down by him.
the first time i'm asking him.
he misunderstanding, when i'm trying to explain the actual thing i wanted to convey was.
i just lost my words,i did not know how to tell a words.
what a pity me.

am i too sensitive or it is really what i'm thinking?
anyways, after writing it out, i feel such a relieve.
i hope that i'm too sensitive.

goodnite, blogger!

old friend gathering

today is 25th dec = x'mas
my old old friends, huan ching and cynthia date me out for a lunch
it was fun,
although we haven't met already 1 year but we still can have a lot of fun together!
tomorrow huan ching will be back to kl again for studying.
don noe when will us gather again!
hope it will be soon!
P.S.: i left my phone in cyn's bag!
omg, how i ganna get it back?
i miss my phone very much!

MUET exam

Today was my big day becos iam retaking my muet speaking.
i was nervous although it was the second time i speak in front of a stranger.
This time , the examiners were not as friendly as the examiner last time.

Both is a she!
i chinese and one indian!

Today,i'm not very sure that i do well or not?
but, i think my task A is quite good, because at least i finish my task in the time given.

After finish this speaking session, i felt such a relieve, i hope i can get a better results!!

After the lame speaking session, i went back with wai yean and we had breakfast at mc d.

Finally , my beloved xiao long and digi are sending to a new home. They are now in wai yean's house. i hope that they will get use to it.
i'm sure waiyean is a better master than i do! she will treat him and her gently!
i'm gonna miss them, always!

奶奶走了

今天原本要看国际巨星，麦克杰逊的追思会，而且还是现场直播！
哪知道，电话传来噩耗，一个让我顿时泣不成声的噩耗。
电话里头一直听到哭声，却没有声音。
老爸便回电话问个清楚，电话里头说：“妈，她走了”
爸爸便急急忙忙的说：“我马上到”
老爸便对我们说：“奶奶走了”。
这短短的四个字便让我顿时泣不成声。
过后，我们赶去看奶奶最后一面。
到了那里只听见哭声，没有别的了。
我强忍眼泪，但最后还是忍不住而流泪。
想起以前奶奶和我说过的每一句话，和开我的玩笑，我便忍不住地流下两行泪！
奶奶以前都认为我们还小，还没长大！都会对我们说一些莫名其妙的话。
奶奶最近更昏迷，我去看他，叫她时，他都会动动手臂。
奶奶她很可爱，我真的很爱她！
今天，突然倾盆大雨，仿佛上天对奶奶的离去也忍不住的掉泪。
奶奶是一个好人，他在健壮的时候，都喜欢乐于助人。
他对孩子更是好的不得了，对儿媳妇也是好的不得了！
奶奶真的是一个好妈妈，好家婆，好奶奶！
他突然离开，让我觉得为什么好人终是那么快离开，那么的不公平！
奶奶那么好，为什么上天要她在这一世那么痛苦和折磨她？
还有，奶奶人那么好，为什么他的孩子会是这一个样子的，就是那种感欣慰了自己的利益而出卖自己的亲兄弟？
今天看到他们，我终觉很不爽。
想到他当时威胁他的亲弟妹说：“你们在不给钱，我就不养妈妈”
这一句话时人该说的吗？她可是你妈耶！你可以说这种话吗？
想到这一句话，我就觉得他们现在会是又怎样的想法？
一身轻，还是真正的伤心？

生了，终于生了！

今天早上它终于生了！
早上我有预感girlgirl会生他的孩子，所以我便去检查到底是真的吗？
但是当时我只看到黑漆漆的一片，没有半样！
所以便走了，上学去了。
到了学校我还四处告诉我的好朋友们，girlgirl怀孕了。
因为它的nen nen跑出来了，这让我更加肯定它要生了！
不料今天补完习，一上车，妈妈就帮我带来一则好消息。
妈妈说它生了，妈妈还告诉我其实在早上的时候他便生了一只，只是我看不到而已！
妈妈还说下午打电话回家，弟弟说已经有五只了！

回到家我便急急忙忙地去看个究竟。
我看一只只红色的小小生命在蠕动着，好可爱！
不过弟弟把一堆的卫生纸放进笼子里，遮住了，因此我不能算到底有几只！

气死了！！

昨天我被 boyboy 咬了一口，痛死了，也气死了！
都不知道最近他怎么那么暴躁，动不动就咬人。
真的有点担心他。
明天就是父亲节了，我会准备一餐丰富的晚餐给爸爸享用，希望他喜欢！

我想哭。。

今天爸爸回来并带来噩耗，
爸爸急急忙忙要我们去冲凉和吃晚餐，
一会儿就要到奶奶家去看她。
奶奶昨天刚从医院回来，我还以为一切会依旧，
哪里知道今天奶奶到医院去洗肾，却意识不清，
医生说：“恐怕奶奶不能再洗肾下去了”。
奶奶到医院时便昏迷，医院便派救护车送奶奶回家，现在还是在昏迷状态。
你知道这是意味着什么吗？
奶奶不能洗肾means that，他的身理功用就会减退，到最后就会。。。。
我真的不敢想象奶奶离开，我会怎样？我会有怎样的反应呢？

～end

圖書館的樂趣

今天和三个朋友一起到图书馆去读书。
在图书馆，我们边读书，边玩耍。
馨娴和惠芳还是老样子，老是粘得紧紧的。
看了都觉得很“geli”。

奶奶住院了

爸爸刚刚回来，并带来了噩耗。
奶奶入院了。
我很担心的问奶奶的状况，希望不会很严重。
等一下我们还要去医院一趟。
据我推断，我觉得奶奶这一次住院应该是因为洗肾吧。
毕竟奶奶也很老了，也有受不了的时候。
我其实很佩服奶奶的意志力。
奶奶在我五六年级的时候就患上了肾病，医生还说奶奶应该不会支撑很久。
原本我们还以为奶奶会比爷爷先走，哪里知道爷爷走了六年，奶奶还是依旧。
这真的是要谢天谢地。
其实，奶奶在健壮的时候是一个热与助人的热心人士，她对家人和外人一样好。
我觉得很庆幸我有一位那么棒的奶奶。
其实奶奶能那么健康是因为我的姑姑们的细心照顾。
最近我有一位朋友的婆婆刚刚去世，
其实我也很怕再次失去我身边的人。

心情写照

今天做个一个噩梦。
那个噩梦很真实，很害怕。
今天和平常一样都在家，看看戏，读读书！
还不错啦。
最期待的是等一下的补习，
不知道老师会教些什么呢？
我在想父情节要到了，要准备什么来和爸爸庆祝呢？
亲自煮一餐？还是送礼呢？
觉得送礼还是没那么有意思，因为那些钱还不是爸爸的钱。
亲自煮一餐才有意义，希望爸爸喜欢这一餐。
还不知道要煮些什么。
等我研究了才知道。
对了，请问一下，父亲节到底是这个星期日还是下个星期日？