锦衣卫 14 blades

这一部电影是吴尊的第二部电影，
他的确进步很多， 演技也进步了许多。
但是，他唯一的缺点就是在说话的时候，少了一点气势！
这是唯一的可惜！

锦衣卫其实是一部述说“锦衣卫之哀歌”。
这部电影为大家揭开了“锦衣卫”不为人知和黑暗的一面。
大家都知道明朝时期，最著名的是东产锦衣卫，锦衣卫其实是一个为明朝皇帝办事的一个集团。
对外是铲除敌人，对内呢则是排除异己。
在大明繁华时期，锦衣卫就是为国办事的官。
在君王昏庸的时候，锦衣卫步步为营，寒风而立！
畏惧被陷害。
更悲哀的是，这一班锦衣卫是一群无父无母的孤儿。

在这部电影里，最经典的话就是：

“锦衣卫是一条有进无退的路，
这条路很短暂，我很快就会走完。”

“锦衣卫向来做事不问原因，只问时间，地点，何人。”

“完成任务是锦衣卫唯一的尊严”

happy holiday to my DEAR STUDENTS

Tomorrow onwards is the holiday of all malaysian students.
I hope that all my student enjoy their one week holiday.
In the meanwhile, please don't forget about your holiday homework.

all these month, i am a teacher.
I tried to help my students by telling them all the knowledge i gained from primary education,
i Hope they really have learnt something from me.

After being a teacher,
i finally knew that being a teacher is a real though work,
this carrier path need a lot of patience, responsibility, love and caring but not just having wide knowledge.

after these month, i learnt how to deal with the children.
How to make myself respectable.
How to make them really listen to me.
But, i just in the middle of progress.
I need to work very hard in these field.

However, i'm still wondering how to help those that cannot pay full attention in my class although they have tried very hard.
Is that a diseases?
i knew that they are listening to me in my class,
but when i asked them some simple questions, they cannot even answer me..

How am i going to handle this kind of students?

IPTA

Still busying my IPTA stuff!
How am i going to fill up the form?
OMG! stupid !
I have no idea how they are going to pick those courses!
i'm scared..
i'm scared that if i put UKM psychology in the first place,
if i din get in, i cannot appeal.
SHIT!

If i din fill up UKM, ::I scared maybe i can get it?
atill fussing between this...

CONFUSED !!

Good morning!
what a fresh start, but very boring la
i'm wondering now,
wondering how to fill up the IPTA form.
How should i fill it?
the only what i'm concern is the difference between psychology courses in UKM and UMS
are these two place offer the same course?
what i mean is what they are studying is it the same?
OMG, this torturing me the whole night.

who is going to help me!!!

feeling sad

today, i just attended a seminar about the IPTA.
seeing most of the students score well in their stpm.
feeling quite sad when i found out most of the courses i like require high cgpa.
OMG!
i still scared of asking questions in english.
i mean, i can write properly but i cannot speak properly. why?
all those english words was organize very well in my head,
but when it came to my mouth, it just appear like shit.
why is it so?
is it nervous? or i have kind of speaking problems?
i think it is because of no confidence in myself.

When i'm trying to asking the counsellor, i feel kind of looking down by him.
the first time i'm asking him.
he misunderstanding, when i'm trying to explain the actual thing i wanted to convey was.
i just lost my words,i did not know how to tell a words.
what a pity me.

am i too sensitive or it is really what i'm thinking?
anyways, after writing it out, i feel such a relieve.
i hope that i'm too sensitive.

goodnite, blogger!

An 8 years old child

A child is new to the educare centre.
He is quite a bit out of his age,
A bird told me that he just lost his mother.
how sad is it.
i cannot imagine how his life is,
without his mum,how is the life that he must live?
Will he crying when there is no one else?
will he missing his mother?
or
Will he feeling lost?

i'm feeling pity to him, no just because he just lost his mum.
instead he is lonely,
and no one try to teach him differentiating right and wrong.
All those people surrounding him are auntie and uncle.
there is people who smoking, drinking alcohol and even taking drugs.
What a bad environment for a 8 years old child grow.
What will he end up when he is grown up to a men?

someone told me that there are people teaching him how to smoking and drinking alcohol.
how can this be?
this is wrong altitude for a child,
why they (i mean his dad) did not stop him?
why they did not beat him for embracing those habit?
i'm very worried about this child,
haiz, i hope that everything in his life run smoothly.

may all god bless him ...